to start, I don’t commonly remember my dreams.
that said -
i’ve started taking a supplement called ZMA before bed.
basically, it restores zinc (which is critical for the lifting I do)
and just makes my quality of sleep better, but
it also gives me crazy fucking dreams.
I haven’t taken it in a good while, but started again yesterday.
& I dreamt that I was in a restaurant or some small store
and it was robbed by some typical ski-masked thugs w/ guns.
I was trying to keep everybody calm, but as they ran out they
threw some guns of mine (‘cause I own guns now?) inside as
to make this look like my doing, and they lit the place on
fire with myself and everybody else inside. I distinctly
remember laying on the ground, engulfed with flames
wanting to help everybody but was dying. I remember
thinking “this is how it ends.” All I saw was fire.
then I woke up.
so. that was intense.
